4:59
I cant promise anything with this break. I cant promise we will go back out. I cant promise I wont use this time to get over everything, which would mean eventually getting used to the fact that you’re no longer mine. I cant promise to tell you I love you everytime you tell me that, because its gonna be a huge kick in the stomach each time I say it back. I cant promise Ill answer the phone everytime you call or text…but I probablly will.
The aniexity will be here for awhile, me sitting in class waiting to see you even if I just pass you in the hall. Me staring at my phone hoping you’ll text me or call me. Me praying the pain will pass. I think its going to hurt so much because I loved you, I faught for you, I did everything I could with everything I got inside me…and you just seem to toss it away. ..Maybe you were just done a long time ago?
Theres alot more I want to say, but Im not going to.
So I guess this is where it begins..
p.s: wtf am i supposed to do about winterball? i guess im not going?
